Damn expectations

When I close my eyes, everything seems simple.

I'm where I'm supposed to be, I control the actions as I want,

I do amazing stuff and I see myself as sensitive, authentical, strong and brave.

And then I open my eyes.

Bam, there's the unexpectable, there's the uncontrollable,

and I start feeling oppressed and pressured,

and I just can't feel safe and rely on me

to be an exceptional human being

with all the characteristics I admire and I want.
Damn expectations.